Original 2004 Email: Polish Lost Twice as Many as Jews in the Holocaust?

The head of the Las Vegas College English Department told me in 2006, that all we have today is repetitive writing. I researched further: no new ideas since the 1970s – monopolized book publishing. She added my autobiography going out to the famous Chicago radio jockey, which had never happened before. Publish the emails.”

Below is my primitive email writing to the DJ. It was when I discovered my Polish people lost twice as many in the so-called holocaust than the so-called Jews. I also indicate how painful it was to discover the buried truths with an American mind affected by Jews. If no one understands or goes near the topics I uncovered, I understand. Also, the Jews died from typhus perhaps injected in them by their own to create a mass escape from Old Poland their former home of their cruel enslavement of my ancestors. 1,000 years in 2025!

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More Poles Killed in Holocaust

March 2004

What is this that my niece and real estate agent, mother of 5 white children without welfare and a husband, with a mother-in-law, rolling in dough from her dead husband who had a pharmaceutical company, Kimmie, tells me that her Sociology Teacher in college told her that more POLISH people died in the Holocaust than Jews. Is that true? That you really want the Polish people extinct? And the Jews were just a cover-up? So not only do people want me off the face of the earth, a feminine woman, but a Polish feminine woman. AWwwwww, no, no, this can’t be true, this can’t be true. Were more Polish people sent to the ovens than Jews, and no one knows or cares. I can’t type, I have a lot more ideas but my body hurts when I work so hard and try to type these ideas. My body hurts. Did you ever work so hard that your body hurts and screams. I know my mother and father’s did. Mine does. I have to stop typing just to let my body heal for a while. You give the planet so much, and they want you extinct. Why did Hitler do that? We are white. At least I thought I was white. Since I run like a chicken without a head all day, and they say I’m 4 minutes late and they are upset, I’m changing my life, not typing at work, or not typing before I go to work, so that I can change and improve. I don’t want to go places late. Selena the Mexican Girl was late everywhere even to the Grammy’s, but she is privileged she is Mexican. Black people can come in late. I was even talking to a Black girl and she talked about work and said “No one would talk negative to her” and she start naming agencies that would back her up if “anyone” said one wrong word to her. )N.A.A.C.P., etc.  Plus laws on the books that the black people changed that the attorneys can use as precedence. Everyone uses these laws and our systems, because they are squeaky and they rule. And because I’m spiritual and confident and loving, it is equated as “stupid”. So, more Polish people were executed in the Holocaust and no one talks about it? Lovingly, Barbie Doll. Again, please don’t hate me cause I’m Polish, and don’t let them mentally execute me or drive me crazy as they did my forefathers and mothers. I only want to love, love and love.