Pubic Hairs; Love White Skin

I went to clean the church this a.m. at the break of dawn.  Someone turned off the main air-conditioner so I had to work in heat and dryness. 
 
When I arrived though, a big, black man was sleeping in the parking lot near the curb.  I intelligently access the situation and think, “if the Blacks have it so bad, why are they all the size of giants, and big, not skinny and boney as I was when I was called “Barney Beanpole,” when I was in high school. 
 
I thought of calling the police, but then I thought if I the black man knew it was me, he might get revenge.  But, I thought if all of us think like that, these third-world types have us in nooses made of fear, and are punishing us for inviting them to our American Party, instead of not giving them an invitation at all. 
 
I decided that I was going to call Las Vegas police, as these black homeless are breaking our church windows, (3 since I’ve been cleaning the church, spitting on the windows, making more work for me, and pooping and peeing where I take out the trash. 
 
Can you imagine, inviting someone into your home as you extend your generosity and hospitality, and even share all the money you make with this person.  This person is a black person.  When he comes into your home, he doesn’t want to work, and breaks all your windows, poops at your back door, pees on rags that the stench is unbearable, and sleeps over and you never gave him that permission.  “Who” did give the blacks that permission?  The Jews, but we never saw it, because we kept looking at White faces, just as the tea party people are taking their anger at White people.  If the White people gave it to the Jews, and even dared to “whisper” the word “Jew,” then I would feel better about all this. But the Whites cannot even whisper the word “Jew,” without falling to their mental knees, and sometimes physical knees as Marilyn Monroe said, “I can’t wait to get rich; I will never have to suck another Jewish cock again.”  It sickens me. 
 
I called the police and the officer said, “Does he have a gun?”  I was shocked.  I never dreamed that these “poor” black homeless, that we “feel sorry” for, might actually be an army of agents used against us with guns?  The blacks have an ‘art’ of homelessness.
 
I’ll give you an example. When my White Veteran was homeless, he didn’t look that bad.  He had false teeth, and tried to take care of himself. Therefore, when he wanted to get help, because he was suffering internally, he was refused over and over again. The Mexicans and blacks make sure they look really bad, and make an art of it.  There was a black homeless man that lived on the Magnificent Mile where I lived in a skyscraper in Chicago.  He wanted to get $$$ from the rich people shopping at Jewish stores such as Neiman Marcus.  So he started to paint himself silver.  It was not well done or creative, but, he would set up shop on the Mag Mile, and have a small boom box playing and he would just stand there and do nothing, as a mime.
 
Now I’ve worked with Black maintenance men and janitors and they work so slowly, especially compared to Polish janitors, that the blacks barely seem to move.  They are like slugs or snails as they stroll through the office as if they own the company, rather than be the janitor.  Now, take these same blacks that can barely move when cleaning, all of a sudden, they are put in the Olympics and they run so fast, they take all the prizes. Same with Black running backs. They run across the football field, and beat out White players, such as my son, yet put these same blacks in an office, or warehouse, and they can barely move.  We think their mentality is only 85 but, they are outsmarting us, as they found their way into the White House. 
 
So, this black guy where I lived in Chicago, would draw more and more $$$ from White people.  With the $$$ he made from handouts, he put together a shabby stage, and made his silver painted costume and face more thorough.  The Police and City never arrested him, and surely the places like the retail store, Marshal Field, very elegant, allowed him to block their doors for him to have an audience.  He didn’t sing, he didn’t dance, his costume was done poorly, and yet because he was “black,” the whole city of Chicago genuflected for him.  Did my White husband have to “trick” others to help him.  Why should Whites have to “trick each other or play games or politics.”  Why can’t we forthright and honest?  There is no reason in the world that we can’t.  We just have been “taught” the diabolical Jewish way of life, and think this should be our reality. 
 
I would pass him by and my way to karaoke, and thought that I would have a few people in attendance, and I wouldn’t make a penny, and yet I had invested thousands of $$$, especially with my time.  Not only that, a Greek man that owned Fantasy Lounge, said that he wanted me to win contests, because he knew karaoke contests were fixed, and he not only liked my singing, but the fact that I danced with his male customers, (who spent $$$) and talked with them and sang for them.  Yet, this black man, had huge audiences on the sidewalk. They were mostly rich Whites whose favorite passtime and entertainment is to “feel sorry,” for blacks, while not even “seeing” their White brother or sister.
 
Anyway, I completed my call to the police on the black man, and even though I was scared, I had to try to protect myself as I was alone.  Yes, I’m scared to death to live in the United States of America. It wasn’t always that way.  In the days of the KKK, women and children not only “felt” protected, but “were” protected.  I believe if we had an all White society, without Jews, we would be competing on a much higher level with China, Israel, and India, than we are today. 
 
I don’t know much about South America, but from what I got the feel, it is a third-world type continent.  That has spread to North America, via our connection, Mexico, which I’m sure we might as well annex just like Texas, since we are giving our White Rights away anyway. 
 
I came across this article:  http://www.csmonitor.com/2009/0811/p12s01-woam.htm and it clearly states that there is a “government” anti-Semitism, or anti-Zionism.  I don’t want to feel that I have to trip over my words and make sure I dot every i and cross every t, before we bow, genuflect, and cast our eyes to the ground in shame over mistreating the Jews, as they control our very existence. 
 
I’m saddened about the movie about the Jewish besterds.  What the Jews are really flaunting in our faces, is that the Jewish married men have left their besterds for Whites and Gentiles to support, “intentionally” to keep us encumbered with raising families, while they had their 1 child, like Isaac, for the “inheritance,” reaped fortunes, education, and freedom.
 
Picture if there was a Polish movie made, about how the Poles took bats, clubs, and swords and bashed the brains out of the Jews in 1096, and massacred them as China did, and hence our White civilization would be on a much better footage. Especially, Poland, because they have never had it so bad, and that is why they are leaving Poland for other countries.  The Poles should have a wonderful kingdom over there.  The Poles should remain pedigreed, and not intentionally get involved in “race-breaking,” or even “nationality breaking.” 
 
I’m going to be attending a “pedigreed Polish four day festival,” the largest ethnic festival in Chicago.  I will be around mostly “pedigreed” Poles, and yet, why should we dance, celebrate, laugh, and be joyous, when their children will be marrying Mexicans, (Latin Lovers) Blacks, raped by Jews, being White slaves, but will never be able to achieve what the other White nationalties did before them. Such as becoming doctors, lawyers, professors, heads of NASA, etc.  They might do “well,” or better than Poland, of course, but not to their full potential, as we are importing all our doctors and engineers, and “intelligentsia,” which is dangerous for our race, because we are unable to “think” for ourselves.  We have farmed out our thinking, believing others are smarter than us.  If we keep believing that, we surely will decline.  If we plan and believe we can compete on a global scale, we will achieve that. 
 
Our footage cannot get any worse than today, although I’m encouraged by Whites getting involved.  But if the Whites just holler at other Whites, we might as well start World War III between Whites again, and surely it would be under Jewish grins, laughter, and entertainment, and $$$$$$$$$$$$$. 
 
I’m thinking about going to Washington DC for the “tea party,” for I think it would be nice to be with a bunch of Whites asserting their White Rights.  How is it the Jews came here and just “took over,” through an idea:  The Jewish Holocaust in Poland, and we need to always clarify that, so that will take some of the heat off the Germans.
 
If my son Paul will let me sleep there, (and if I don’t say a word,) I should be able to go.  I need to take off early from work, but with my working almost 60 hours this week, I could use a couple of week-ends for being involved with my Polish White people in Chicago, and American White people in Washington DC.
 
I met a friend in Las Vegas, who is German.  He is older than me, and worked as a watchmaker for Jews for many years.  He he was a Hitler fan.  I met him at a German Restaurant in Chicago, and he invited me to dinner.  He had a big black wolf of a dog, that wore a “swastika” around his neck and would parade the Las Vegas neighborhood.  This German man had a house guest, before she died, Hitler’s nurse from Germany, who would also take the dog out for a stroll. 
 
He was in the “joint,” as he calls it, but is a very brilliant and handsome man, like Von Brunn.  I guess those are the ones that the Jews hurt the worse, because the Jews had to bring down handsome White men for the White Gentile women to hate the White men and “love and worship and obey the Jewish man.  Especially the Jewish married man, so the Jewish wife could still get his “inheritance.”  I think he was desperate and was smart enough to get into bank sites, although I don’t think he did it for money.  But, even with his prison record, he was so smart that the Navy approached him and enlisted him to work for the Navy banking payroll.
 
He is a nice man, and even invited me to dinner.  His daughter was there, and when she saw the table set so elegantly she was shocked, for she had never seen that before. She depicted her father as a “crazy Nazi” who lived very simply and perhaps that is the only side she ever saw.  Him and his Nazi dog.  But, I met him while he entertained playing the clarinet with an accordian player, and as soon as I met him I told him how much I liked Germany, Hitler and the Nazis’ and he opened up with the biggest grin I’ve ever seen.  A woman that finally understood him.  He also knew I was a gourmet cook, and he invited me to dinner and had a barbecued pork roast for me.  The table was set with a fine White lace dinner cloth, and even flowers and silver on the table.  His daughter, who worked in medical sales making big $$$$, as these people rejoice in our misery, suffering, diseases and illness, never saw in her whole life what a fine and cultured man her father was.  He just never had anyone to bring it out in him.
 
Well, this nice Las Vegas German man was fired by the Jews.  They just “got” rid of him, and replaced him with some Mexican, who really didn’t have the German skills he had.  He got rehired though by some people from England, and he is better off for it. 
 
But, he called to say he heard me on the radio, and that was the first time that ever happened.  Oh he was tickled pink and called me his Polish dancing girl, as I danced at the restaurant while he played.  There are very few true White moments where we can connect in person, without any “restraints,” or “straight-jackets” put on our White skin.
 
Speaking of White skin.  I decided yesterday that after I took my bath, I would get some nice Nivea (European) cream, and just massage it over all my White skin.  So I looked in the mirror and really looked at myself as “White.”  Not just a pair of eyes, or hair, or legs, arms, etc. But, just “skin.”  I took the White cream, and started on my White face, and just lovingly massaged it into my forehead, White eyelids, and around my nose.  I massaged the back of my ears, and even inside, looking at my White skin in these places as if I looked at it for the first time.  I put special cream that I bought on the RBN network, for my face and neck, and watching my White hand massage my White face.  I then, looked down at my hands and my White arms, and massaged the cream.  I did “not” see any “imperfections.” You know, I had a bad habit when I was younger. I would lay in the tub, and just itemize all the things wrong with me.  Starting with my hair, it was too fine, and straggley.  My skin had pimples, (although the more pimples the higher the sex drive I found out in my studies).  Then  would go down my body and just criticize myself.  Although I didn’t have hair on my head, I had it in other places where nice Scandivanvian girls are bald or hairless.
 
I think this is a little personal, so if you want just delete it from here on end.  But, as I said before, my husband said I had the hairiest vagina he had ever seen and hated the Viet Namese women who were bald down there.  Since he was bald headed he didn’t care about the hair on the head, it was the hair on the pubic area that he was fascinated with, and probably was the reason he married me. I’m laughing, cause it doesn’t get any stranger.
 
But,  read in the “Scent of Eros: The Mystery of Odor in Human (White) Sexuality,” and these tiny and springy hairs have “scents” on them like moths that emit a hormone that attracts the opposite sex for mating.  Well, I have a ton of them, and they don’t end in the pubic area, but go down my inner thigh, under my knees and even on my large toe. Now it is not like I have “fur” on me, (ha ha ha) but, they are sexual strands nonetheless. They also were on my breasts, and I was so ashamed of them. But surely, it was very Eastern European, but I hated myself and the skin underneath for it.  Now, as I massaged, the cream on my White skin, I am no longer ashamed of anything on my skin.  I am no longer looking for things that I ‘hate’ about myself, but what I Love about being White and just the Way God made me and not a Jewish doctor who gives is Jewish wife the millions and billions from White women and their plastic surgeries.  (I won’t rule that out, because if I get to be a multi-millionaire, I just might do that.)  But for now I just watched and put cream on my entire body, with loving strokes, and forgiving strokes.  My body has been through hell, and it deserves the love from me.  And my White skin, that I see as something “spiritual” and “lovign” is a great gift of God and must never be taken for granted otherwise it will be taken away from us. 
 
I massaged the cream on my White breasts, areolas, and nipples.  The nipples are so light, they are almost “White,” instead of “pink” “reddish” or “brownish,” as most women have.  They used to have hairs on them, really long ones, and I cut them off and mailed them to the radio station as a present when I left Chicago.  (ha ha ha)  Well, when one is White poor, what else could I send them to remember me by, but the scent of my hairs on my nipples.
 
I opened my fingers and toes and spread them wide like duck’s feet, and looked and massaged the White skin there, for it is the Whitest part of my body.  And I did the same for my butt, and legs, knees, and feet.  Massaged the cream into the White bone areas as my elbows, and ankle-bones.  And I just kept thinking that this White skin has always been loved by the White God/Goddess that made me. I have never been hated based on the color of my skin, or my Polish nationality, and any historical event that says the opposite, must have just been a bad dream of sorts, compared to the overwhelming White love that God has for me and for each of us. 
 
Even as I speak, I look down at the Whites in my nails, and the White crevices of my belly button, which once attached two White sons on my insides.  I ignore any veins, brown spots, or any irregularities, for what is “irregular” is just being different, and not a White crime.  I think perhaps for us to “love” ourselves and save our race, we can start with our own bodies.  I have to see them as spiritual, which is not quite what metaphysics teaches, but we also seem to live on a human plane, and for me to ignore our White race, while the others embrace theirs, seems wrong to me. 
 
I look down at my legs and use to hate them because they were not formed like Scandinavian woman.  Hitler put that model for us, and indirectly it made any one that wasn’t Scandinavian feel “inferior.”  I’ve had a deep inferiority complex my whole life, and I need to feel comfortable with the body and mind that I live with.
 
I’ve always wanted to be someone else. I especially always wanted a different Mama and Daddy since mine were so bizarre.  Now, I cherish them all, as I cherish all of you.  How I see myself, I would hope that I could think and see each one of you, even though my consciousness has been brainwashed so much.  Even if there are just moments or seconds that we can see each other in Love, not squabbling, but truly cherishing one another’s being both in skin, and in qualities, perhaps can be steps towards saving our race from extinction.  And after all, that was what my school paper was about 3 years ago.
 
Good Nite, my White friends, and may our White God heap blessings on you and your White skin and body, to eliminate the White hot coals the Jews have heaped on our aching heads, ancestors, and descendents.  Whether we ever see the day of progress, we can “feel” in right here.  When I see Obama or Michelle, (and a day doesn’t go by that these names don’t come across my screen,) I turn away immediately and either picture a White man in my mind, or I look down at my own White skin, and know that I’m good, and not evil.
 

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